I really hate it when people complain about how sad and miserable their life is when you know yours is ten times worse.
And no I'm not exaggerating.
Actually, that's a bit severe. I think I'm just tired of people piling their problems on me and they don't bother to listen/help me when I'm in need.
And no, I'm not being selfish AT ALL.
It's just that, I've been feeling that all people really want from me is help. Oh Mow can you help me with my work? Oh Mow I can't make it, can you do it for me instead? Oh Mow I'm sorry I'm not free right now, and I don't know anyway. But by the way, do you know how to do A Math?
I am so sick of it.
March and April were the worst month of my life. I had to juggle OM, prefects, tests bla bla. And for your information, I have not gone out with my friends ONCE this year okay? I haven't been FREE.

Gaaaaahhhh I'm just tired.
Bye.

p.s. I like Glee's music. But I don't watch it

Oh my gosh so much has happened since I last posted (which was when???)

But the main things are, of course, OBS!!! Here's my awesome group!



It was really fun and enriching la. I love kayaking to bits man! I was really tired (we kayaked about 12 km) but I love love loved it. Trekking was really bad. Me and Audrey got the group lost HAHA. OH and we saw wild boars. There's sooooooo much more but I can't write now! Anyway I came home and I was black, like seriously. (I got my tan!) And my mum thought it was all dirt, but then I bathed and she was really freaked out cause I have the white white skin from the Thumboo side:) Bought 2 OBS shirts but they didn't have the super cool yellow one that Sam Wong has and me n michelle want!!! haha I really missed OBS the first week cause school was terrible compared to it.

The Monday I came back from OBS I had a really bad fall running for the bus with Nicole. I scraped the skin off my elbow and knee and it hurt like...crap. (Oops I was going to write something bad. That's what OBS did to me--made me less careful with my language. BAD BAD BAD) Anyway, it still hasn't completely healed and it's been 2 weeks! Plus, I've just started peeling from my sunburn. How weird is that?

Tests have been crazy. I've been studying super hard and although I failed my 1st E Math test really really badly I improved by 18 marks!!! So now I've passed overall with 56.6666666... you get it. And........ I PASSED MY CHINESE TOO!!!!! Really really praise the Lord!!! I think I made As for everything else. Except Physics and SS. Physics was just plain stupid. Why set a paper that more than half the level will fail??? There really is no explanation. Aiyah, Bio should be safe, and it was my first SS test and it's okay if I failed.

But I don't like posting and flaunting my marks for all to see so you won't get it here, people.

I'm really going nuts.

I'm so busy this holidays! I don't even have a day free to go out with my friends! Even Sunday! I'm trying to be positive but stresssssss is getting to me. Choir doesn't help. My throat is really bad, and I feel terrible everytime Mrs Goh tells us to give our all cause we all got a coveted place in choir. Sorry sorry sorry Mrs Goh, I didn't want it. But I'm trying really hard to give my best and keep my concentration and energy UP.

I'm living on coffee.

The good thing is...I don't know what the good thing is. I suppose that the phrase "whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger" was spoken by a very cool guy. Very positive.

Good job, guy.
(That reminds me of Ms Lau and here "guys" in A Math! haha)

Just to end off: The 4 x 400m relay team got 5th place! Which means 8 class points people! (Yeah worship me worship me) haha Nicole ran first then Gwen, Yam and Me! It was really fun and we over CO at the last round! But I ached for days after it. Not very good, Sarah. You are very unfit. Tsk tsk

I'm feeling a bit...bimbotic? shallow? I hate those words but I'm at home typing by myself and I'm not talking to anyone. So i'm FEELING it, not BEING it. Get it?

Anyway, bye! I'm glad to be back:)

Although I've said d***n four times this week, although I didn't finish my homework, although I've been doing my QT late at night (but everyday:P) and falling asleep in the middle of prayers GOD IS JUST SO SERIOUSLY AWESOMELY GOOD!

I have so much to write about--camp, choir, prefects, JANELLE and school! But I'm lazy to write it all down and this is the best!

Early Monday morning I was crazy stressed. I still hadn't decided nor confirmed whether I was taking trip science or higher chinese. Ms Tan hadn't replied my emails so I was going nuts on how things would turn out at school. I was praying frantically and making bargains with God, more like requests la. like God, if you want me to do trip science let the rain not stop, or if you want me to do higher chinese let the bus come now or something like that la. But nothing happened. So I sat in the bus and the bus was leaking, all this water was dripping on me and I was like, "Okay God. I'm going to do both. If that's your plan for me let the stupid water stop dripping!"

And it did. Seriously. The rain was still heavy but the water stopped dripping. MIRACLE OR WHAT??

Secondly, today I took 963 instead of 960 cause I was wearing my bad glasses for vanity's sake. I ended up in Woodlands at 6.40 when I was supposed to be in school by then. You see I was praying in the bus asking God to help me to sleep...HAHA so my eyes were closed cause I was trying to sleep:) Thank God I woke up right after the highway and I saw the "Woodlands" sign. Oh my gosh, I panicked. I knew I was gonna be like, super late for school cause there's no straight bus from there!! So I rushed back home on 187 then ran for 190 and I made it on timeee!!! 1 min more and I would have been late. Everyone was standing up already. Plus first week no booking. PRAISE THE LORD MAN!

God is so, so amazingly good, although I don't deserve it:)